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My 2oo8 was such a roller coaster ride for me but i have no regrets, it was only on the last month that i was down, but the rest of it has been the happiest i’ve been in my life

January 2oo8 - i celebrated new year’s eve in LA with keyche, keytugz & omie. i flew back to Toronto on Jan 1st. with delayed baggage & all, i came back in one piece & it was great to be home

this was also the month na binigay saken ang xmas gift ko na hotel stay for 3 nights which we both had a great time & i’ll never forget that

the month that i admitted to myself that i’ve fallen in love again

February 2oo8 - my most memorable month. celebrated v-day even if we both don’t believe in it. this was also the “TK challenge” where i was challenged to not post for a week about him & i was able to do it. the prize that i got? we became official bf/gf :) this was also the month that i got my promotion at work.

March 2oo8 - was just the usual kilig moments for me, still doing great at work

April 2oo8 - another highlight of this year. went to Hockley Valley Resort to celebrate his bday early & we had an amazing time… celebrated his actual bday together too

May 2oo8 - the month we moved offices at work, still a lot of kilig moments

June 2oo8 - Summer started, it was so great! happiest summer for me.

July 2oo8 - Canada Day, we did the “sort of” bungee jumping at wonderland, amazing & fun experience! this was also the month i missed him most coz he went away for a week but still made me kilig inspite being away

August 2oo8 - drama month with my friends. this was the month na ang daming complications coz of schedules & stuff. but we were still able to remain friends inspite of everything

September 2oo8 - the month we finalized the Niagara get away with my family. exciting!

October 2oo8 - another memorable month. my eldest sister finally met a bf of mine, she never had ever since i started having a bf. a very fun & memorable Niagara get away for me. i finally got to experience riding Via Rail with a bonus of it’s with a very special person pa. first time in Niagara too with someone very special. first family mini-vacation.

November 2oo8 - mejo roller coaster na ng konti. but the most memorable month of it all coz it was the 1st anniversary, although we didn’t really celebrated it big, i was still so happy. if only the month stopped there

December 2oo8 - roller coaster month. probably the saddest month of my 2oo8, the only month in that whole year where i cried a lot. it’s also my 30th bday, which i had an amazing time with my friends & with my love. christmas was roller coaster but he still made it happy for me coz he was here for xmas eve. this is the month when i lost the man that made me the happiest i’ve ever been. the last days of these month was the hardest for me but i have no regrets & i’m so thankful for those people who was there for me. inspite of it all, i was still happy on December 31st

My 2oo8 will forever be in my heart as it was the year that i’ve felt the happiest in my life, that’s why i don’t have any regrets losing him because he was one of main reason why i was so happy. he made it really special & very memorable. but my 2oo8 is not only about him, it’s all about the friends i made & kept all these years. without you all, i will be nothing.

i only have one wish for 2oo9 & that is to finally find the answers i deserve.

Happy 2oo9 to all!

*** i know it’s a bit confusing for the the rest of the people about what happened to my love life, but for now, i just can’t talk about it yet, let’s just say when i get my answers, maybe i’ll be able to share it to everyone. but i’m ok, i have great friends by my side & amazing family who never left me. there will be no kilig moments anymore, no more talk about the “BTB” but i know i’ll be fine. someday, kikiligin ulet ako & the KILIG QUEEN will be back

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things are sort of complicated in my life right now, i won’t go into details as i don’t wanna complicate it more.

i just realized that this holiday season, i shouldn’t let the sad feelings get to me, it won’t do me any good. i’ll just simply let things go on their own way & i know i’ll get through anything.

if i was able to get through what i’ve been through before, i know i can get by with God, my papa looking out for me, my friends by my side & my family.

that’s also one of the things that never ceases to amaze me, that no matter how sad or complicated things can get, your TRUE friends will stick with you through it all.

so i just wanna take this opportunity to thank my “special multiply friends” for always being there for me to read about all my drama & nonsense stories. thank you for just being there. labyu!

i also wanna thank my girlies,Tita Noreen., Peks Caille., Mare Scart. & Mahal Valerie. . Thank you girls for always being there for me, for always trying to comfort me, for simply reading all my dramas, for making me laugh when we’re on twitter or even just in the emails. Thank you girls for everything & for sticking with me. love you.

special thank you to Tita Noreen. for last night, i probably would’ve gone crazy if you weren’t there. i really appreciate your honest opinions, and for telling it to me straight even if it might hurt me, that’s what i needed to hear. labyu.

i also wanna thank btb, even if he has no idea about this site, thank you for the present & thank you for spending time with me even if it was just for a short time, i miss you.

i guess all i’m saying is i’m truly blessed to have all of these people in my life, so Thank you God.

especial thanks to Noreen. Caille. Scart. & Valerie. for being there for me during my kadramahan before my 30th. loveyah girls!